'Cause you say, say he was the one
Baby yes you said, said you were in love
Name:twilightMADNESS
Status: in love. PMR victim.
star: sagittarius. wanna live on a star.
Icon: reruntherace
29th March.
9th July.
Me! Inas! Treasure Of Life! Silver Lining! Dim Light! Syawalina! Farah! Kare Bear! Arda! Azreen! Dzakie!
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Wednesday, 7 November 2007, 19:58
heya guys... sorry for the long....LONG hiatus! i know what some of you guys think...great! iman is neglecting her blog...AGAIN!!!!
NUH UH.... not this time dudes and dudettes!! i made a resolution, not TO EVER abandoned a blog ever agen....
hahaha....
well...after the finals was SUPPOSED to be the long boring wait till school finishes....
but NO!!!! there has to be sumthing that makes my mind go to mush from overloads... like JEALOUSY n ANGER n STRESS n COUNSELOR-FRIENDS PROBLEMS!!!!!!!!! SUMTIMES...
sorry forgot to close the caps lock... anyway, sumtimes i feel that compassion is only created by the BIG MAN up there so that we're not bored with our 70+ years of life. believe me, it takes up A HELL lot of time...
ok....jealousy.... why.....hmmm..... it has to do with a guy named ahmad syauqi b. abdul hamid (?... i think its abdul hamid) who is currently SUCCEEDING IN MAKING MY PERFECTLY BROWN EYES TO DAMN GREEN!!!!!!!! yup... i guess i never told you guys bout syauqi... well, he's been my crush for like 3 months and counting and i just found out that he liked me a few months back but i wasn't interested back then cuz apparently I'M HOPELESSLY BLIND!!!! n i also found out that khalis liked me in may.... which is around the time where he was also my ultimate crush i guess.... STUPID 100X... i wonder how long this crush on syauqi lasts... but i was blazing that time during class party when he KEPT taking pics with fatin......(eyes blazing) even my frens asked me if i was like ok with them both... OKAY??? no i'm NOT EFFING OKAY! i'm jealous... okay i admit it.... happy?
next... ANGER.... hmmm.... i think you guys can guess this is bout who.... thats right... SHAHRUL BAKHTIAR ZUBAIR.... shit he's in the CC... wait up....
okay... line clear... no.... wait
ok... i'l write this in small fonts...
well he is having SPM in 2 days!!!! and he's still cutting school...n i can betcha he's not opening his fucking books...yea, i know why do i even bother!? well...he's still my blood n suddenly i've been having recollections of tokyah....yup....floods have been here.... okay...i dun wanna fill in this beautiful blog about people who dun deserve it....
next up....STRESS... UMM....yup....my mom...she's been stressing me bout PMR and all that....my grades are falling i'm aware of that... then, she's been mad for stupid reasons!!!!!! i wish i could just run from it all... but i promised to everyone that i already quit from doing all those stupid things so i just have endure it all i guess...
lastly.... counselor-friends problems...yea i noe....just because i'm PRS that doesn't mean i have to solve everyone's probs but i can't help it... alysha and megat still have problems with their relationship (they broke up) so i guess that i'm the middle man (girl! woman! teen! wutever...) cuz i'm both their best frens....
but then, everyone's relationships are falling apart... alif n nishya...megat n alysha...azreen n e-wan (sorry babe)... awin n iqbal...
thank god i'm single HAHAHA....
yea rite....
there's still him...
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