'Cause you say, say he was the one
Baby yes you said, said you were in love
Name:twilightMADNESS
Status: in love. PMR victim.
star: sagittarius. wanna live on a star.
Icon: reruntherace
29th March.
9th July.
Me! Inas! Treasure Of Life! Silver Lining! Dim Light! Syawalina! Farah! Kare Bear! Arda! Azreen! Dzakie!
quotes or lil' philosophies of life from a friend of mine.
Tuesday 29 July 2008, 19:08
if you haven't noticed, some of the quotes of the day i put is from a friend of mine.he's been really helpful to me this past few months ( since march actually! and you guys know how big my probs can get ) and one day he joked that i should keep his philos and publish it one day! :P newayz, this is close to it right? so thanks Mr Sunshine! if it wasn't for you, i would be in pieces now and i have a damn sweet guy and loving friends (with the exception of a few probs) to me now.
Lil' Philos from Mr Sunshine.
29 feb :
have some confidence! strive to be the best! i have two fave artists, yoji shinkawa and benjamin. everyday i woke up, i don't wanna b like them but i wanna beat them! really! that's why i'm improving fast. i have a goal in two years. you should do the same 2!
11 march :
well, you have a hopeless romantic guy and plenty of others out of school. count the friends you have, not the ones you did not. that might've have a lil cliche, but trust me,u still have ppl that cares 4 u! life is a bit of a challenge.
11 march :
as long as you don't wear skintight pants, black and red outfit, heavy mascara, it's ok with me! listen, my life when i was small, it was filled with shitload of problems. haha! when i said that i understand, i mean it! learn to be happy and put life in a different perspective!
14 march :
(stars or moon?) stars. they give the idea of hope. the light emitted from the stars we see now, some of them are from 5 years ago. so 5 years from now, look at the star and remember your days today and look at what hope have given you in those 5 years.
what i mean is you still have hope now. there's still a chance to turn better. don't give up on hope.
29 march :
and you are perfect. you just don't realize it. people often don't realize they're perfect. you should look deep into it. maybe you'll understand.
30 march :
haha. it's good to have someone. The world is a weird plave. When we cross paths with people's life, we suconsciously change their lives, entirely. We both had changed someone's lives, believe it or not. Thus, a part of our purpose in life. Thought i'd sprinkle some of my philo tonight. : )
12 may :
you are not a prisoner to your own feelings. you choose whether or not to break out of it. same goes to me.
29 july :
oh, its like trying to fix a leaking ship. its either try to plug the holes or try to unload the water with a bucket. you can't abandon ship.
29 july :
keep in mind that you are an individual with thoughts and life. try to please yourself. take a break. you're not some boneka.
thanks babe. there are loads more of philos but i had to delete them for the sake of my memory-low inbox. lol.
i'll try to follow them!
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18:53
quote of the day: ur not some boneka. - a friend of mine.Listening to:
i'm yours - Jason Mraz
just like a pill - Pink
family portrait - Pink
who knew - Pink
u + ur hand - Pink
overprotected - Britney Spears
break the ice - Britney Spears
crazy (you drive me) - Britney Spears
sempurna - andra & the backbone (?)
baby it's fact - Hellogoodbye
here in your arms - Hellogoodbye
reach - Eyes Set To Kill
i hate it when i get sick, especially stupid colds and asthma attacks.
cut school and feeling miserable.
world crashing down.
NOTE:
i know i've been a selfish bitch to some certain people and i apologise especially to two persons for being a stupid BITCH.
I should have been supporting and caring like old times but i got caught in my own wave and that never happened before. Now both of them are being cold to eachother and to me because of me.
So i'm sorry. I hope that's enough.
You know who you are. ( _ _ y _ h _ and _ i _ i )
tagged!
Sunday 27 July 2008, 02:00
1. At what age you wished to marry?umm.....since i was 9 during those wedding daydreams everyone had (or wassit only me? ;p), i imagine me self to be 25 and a bestseller of my own name in my pocket. YAY!
2. Will you consider sexual relationships before marriage?
Not. Ever.
3. Do you smoke?
UHH.....ever heard of asthma and a hole in you lungs?
QUIT SMOKING. you don't look cool and you'll die in a few years or so, give or take.
4. What is the latest gadget that you own?
my handphone. and that was 8 months ago!
OH! and did i tell you that this is the longest phone that i've had and it is yet to be stolen or go missing, people! (i'm quite proud of this. XP)
5. Who did you mostly text yesterday?
ya think? :)
hanif la.
6. How old are you and are you a virgin?
ew. what a stupid question.
15 and still a virgin. AND REMAINING SO till i'm perfectly sure. and i think its going to be a while. :p
7. What is the latest thing you bought with your own money?
umm....a tin of coke.
lol. i'm addicted to COKE.
8. Chocolates, oreo or Vanilla?
chocolateMADNESS!
9. Where do you wish to get married?
Paris. there's something about that city that i love.
o! and its the place where he and I wanna go most. XD
10. How old do you think you'll be permanently owned by love?
i think i already am. ;)
11. How many kids do you want?
i always fantasized twins. :D a boy and a girl.
but in my family, most of the children are girls.
so leia and mia are good names rite? :P
HAHAHA.
13. Where is the latest restaurant you had dinner?
CHILI'S! daughtry rocks!
14. What is your full name?
Jaf Reen Natassia Iman bt. Jaf Faizal.
I know what you're thinking. I get it a lot. XP
15. Name the latest book you bought?
twilight! and a few revision books. god! i hate PMR.
16. Do you prefer your mother or father?
did i mention i have two pairs of parents?
spread the love!
17. Do you believe in God?
yeap!
He rocks. kismet rules.
18. Name the first person you want to meet for the first time?
STEPHENIE MEYER!
i want your secrets to the bestseller list!
20. Do you do your own laundry?
sometimes. used to. lol.
21. The most exciting place you want to go to?
PARIS and NEW ZEALAND and NEW YORK and AUSTRALIA and GREECE and EGYPT and...
basically the whole world. and maybe beyond. ;D
22. Hugs or Kisses?
aww....
23. Single or attached?
attached! and never wanna let go. :P
24. Point out 5 things about the person who tagged you
SYAWALINA AZWANI BT. HUSSEIN.
what can i say?
umm.you ROCK. one of the most laziest but smartest smartass i know. :P goody two shoes! currently taken by a certain frog (dunno if she kissed him and made him a prince yet :P) and i LOVE her! :D ( in a sisterhoodly kind of way, not lesbian)
25. I tag -
FARAH. you better do this tag thing. INAS. fill it up with craziness! HANIF. ily. AZREEN. something to update your forgotten blog with. :p DZAKI. you can write about reen.
:D
good morning!
Friday 18 July 2008, 18:54
quote of the day: so i leave you with this... a melodic kiss. - jason mraz.GOODMORNING!
lol. i'm not usually chipper in the morning but what the heck? it helps when someone suddenly wakes you up with the vibration of your phone, saying 'ONE NEW MESSAGE' haha.
going to go and have breakfast with my dad and family after this then maybe going shopping.
thank god actually cause i needed something to take my mind off studying. even though i don't really study that much, 4 hours a weekday, 2 hours a weekend day(?) but its exhausting okay! with the constant stress on your shoulders & friends (okay, one friend!) who are really a pain in the ass..!
and you know! i think my abah can read my mind.
he actually asked me if i have a bf the second i thought about you know who.
HAHA.
i said no la. and then he said, if you have its ok la. as long as i get to know him.
then i said, ade yang asked. but i rejected most.
then HE said, most? most doesn't mean all.
lol. then i said, there's this one guy that i haven't rejected and i haven't accepted. HAHA.
i should tell him i guess.
let's see how it goes. maybe after PMR.
EDITED: 80+ days to PMR. 22 days to TRIALS.
can't wait for october to be over. :D
random.
05:26
quote of the day : count the friends that you have, not the ones you don't have. - a friend of mine.i love random stuffs.
Your Aura is Red |
 You have a high level of emotion. This can mean passion, but it can also mean rage. Usually, you don't take these emotions out on others. You just use them as motivation - and it works! The purpose of your life: embracing all the wonders of the life, lots of travels, and tons of adventures Famous reds include: Madonna, Marilyn Monroe, Jennifer Lopez Careers for you to try: Dancer, Boxer, Surgeon |
Your Friend is Definitely Fake |
 Your friend is not true to you - and your friendship is definitely faux. It's probably time to demote her to acquaintance, unless you don't mind being fake back. |
You Have Good Karma |
 In general, you like to do the right thing when it comes to others. Your caring personality really shines through. Sure, you have your moments of weakness - and occasionally act out. But, all in all, you're karma is good... even with those few dark spots. |
The True You |
 You want your girlfriend or boyfriend to be more relaxed, calm, and composed. With respect to money, you are a bit stingy. You think good luck might come your way, but if it does you'll be so surprised you'll burst out laughing. The hidden side of your personality tends to be a little selfish. You only do what interests you. You are tend to think about others' feelings a lot, perhaps because you are so eager to be liked. When it comes to finding a romantic partner, you base your search on information from your friends. |
Arty Kid |
 Whether you were a drama freak or an emo poet, you definitely were expressive and unique. You're probably a little less weird these days - but even more talented! |
Your Inner Eye Color Is Brown |
 You're smart, thoughtful, and the ideal woman for most men You are kind and easy to trust. Men open up to you like no one else. It's this inner warmness that attracts guys - and makes you an instant soulmate. |
You are 53% Sagittarius |
 |
You Are 73% Pure |
 You're pretty pure, and you have no plans on changing that. You do have a devilish side though... and it will probably get the better of you. |
You Should Be a Film Writer |
 You don't just create compelling stories, you see them as clearly as a movie in your mind. You have a knack for details and dialogue. You can really make a character come to life. Chances are, you enjoy creating all types of stories. The joy is in the storytelling. And nothing would please you more than millions of people seeing your story on the big screen! |
You Are A Blue Girl |
 Relationships and feelings are the most important things to you. You are empathetic and accepting - and good at avoiding conflict. If someone close to you is in pain, it makes you hurt as well. You try to heal the ones you love with your kind and open heart. |
did i mention i love random things?
...........
Wednesday 16 July 2008, 02:45
quote of the day: well it's no irritable grizzly...god. my head's having a roller coaster of its own.
PMR's trials is on the way and i've been studying like hell. at least i feel better by his side la. :P
okay studied sejarah, science and geo.
haven't studied maths, english (not really lol), kh, agama and bm.
lol.
i am one messed up person.
it doesn't help with all these problems in my head.
thank you to these people!
him.
mimi.
inas.
syawal.
farah.
kare bear.
steffie.
amin.
khalis.
aqib.
nabil.
din.
azhann.
dzaki.
sherry.
ilman.
syamil.
chowqie.
amirin.
halim.
aziz.
damia.
farah farhana.
farhana.
siti and the gang.
afiah.
amirah.
aisya munirah.
bebdk 3a.
alif.
alysha.
T.
kamal.
myra.
hkm.
i know that we can make it through this year together. good luck for PMR!!!
love ya guys!
our song.
Tuesday 15 July 2008, 02:37
quote of the day : The fairy tale was back on. Prince returned, bad spell broken. I wasn't sure exactly what to do about the leftover, unresolved character. Where was his happy ending?jason mraz - i'm yours. our song.